On a sad note, I went back to work on Monday. I am pretty torn because I remembered how much I love my job, but I miss my little baby so so much everyday it sucks! Each day gets better but I just think about how much I am going to miss. I also think that I am only going to get to see her for around 4-5 hours a day which makes me cry. Everyone says it wont be hard like this forever but I'm still waiting. The good news is I have four weeks of only working three days so that will be awesome!
Today we have to take Addilynn over to CDA to the pediatrician because of her belly button I wanted a second opinion because they keep telling me it is fine even through the seepage, bleeding, and stench (yes she was bleeding out of her belly button gross and scary HUH!). Now she has something poking out of it that reminds me of intestine. So if it is still "just fine" then I will give up but to me she shouldn't still be having issues with it after 8 weeks of life.
We will see. I'm sure I am being an over reacting mother again!
Here are some pictures from the last week:



